People call me Mars.
I JUST MOVED BACK TO NORTHERN CALIFORNIA, AND ALL I KNOW IS THAT STATES THAT SUPPORT MARIJUANA USE ARE INFINITELY BETTER THAN STATES THAT DON'T. FUCK NEBRASKA, MANS.
I like to laugh. I take pictures. I do lots of other worthless artsy things. BECAUSE if I cannot do it in real life, than I must make art and words that do it for me. people love me for some reason. ALSO. I want to be a TRAVELING NOMADIC INDIVIDUAL when I grow up.
I used to say that "I am fat BUT kinda pretty" but now I say I am fat AND kinda pretty. :D
I can't help but figure out words in my head, Sometimes I wish I was simple minded.
But if nothing else, I’m a pop culture junkie living on vodka and small amounts of nicotine.
I slam doors, and I want to wake up in a new city tomorrow morning.
And I want to breathe intensity.
And if I didn’t have boobs I would probably kill myself.
Just throwing that out there.
(because I love them. and I can't imagine not having a pair of my very own.)
My goal is not to uncomplicate my life.
My goal is to uncomplicate myself.
I'm a firm believer in believing in nothing. And by nothing I mean everything. And by everything I mean whatever makes your life worth living.
I also believe in music, laughter, having fun and in the power of words.
(Spoken, Written or Read.)
I believe that life is never black and white. And I choose to live mine by embracing the shades of grey.
I like learning more than anything evAR. And often will read the dictionary or waste hours Wikipedia-ing.
(I also have the power to turn anything into a verb. I call it verb-ing.)
For this reason, I like books.
For other reasons, I think that the words of Chuck Palahniuk are fucking gold. (Obsession isn’t the right word. But it’s the first word that comes to mind.)
Random fact about me: I like eighteenth century dirty talk.
I like to pretend that my life is more than just waiting for the next disaster.
And I like to pretend that I am clever and pretty and not a waste of your time.
And. Hell, I just like to pretend. Which is probably why I embrace my nerdom-ess-ocity. (that’s officially a word now, btw) and play Dungeons and Dragons on a regular basis.
“I wish that I had the courage to not to fight and doubt everything. I wish, just once I could say this. This is good enough. Just because I choose it.”
That said, I refuse to spend my life attacking everything because I am too afraid of creating anything.